Summary:
An Olympic race-walker, Alex Schwazer, had won a gold medal but he cheated in order to get it. Schwazer had been using drugs and because of that he was banned from the Olympics. But his reaction to the punishment was that he seemed relieved! He says that he has been carrying that guilt, that weight inside of him and he was glad that he was caught using drugs. He says he couldn't take it anymore and that he was not made to take drugs. He new he was doing wrong and was finally glad that it has been discovered that he cheated and couldn't live through the guilt any longer.